First days of blogging

It sure takes your first days of blogging to be active, I dont reckon this would continue but there is never harm in trying.   All that aside, I should consider something uselful for this spot, but I dont see myself coming round to doing so, Which is never a good sign.!.

There is something missing in my life, and Im not really sure what it is, I think I know, but I cant seem to put it forward and do anything about it. I am in the most difficult times of my life, Ive seen worse, trust me on that... Ive had my sorry ups and downs, but this time, its on a different end,.. different end of a down

A little goes a long way

The xmas break is at the door, and it will be a long one I must say. I put down a list of things that I would like done during this break, but somehow I think I might not be able to complete it.

We finished the postcards that are supposed to be sent out to family, and we made sure it was all filled with gratitude... Thanks you notes would be better to call them. But she was a trooper finishing up 20+ cards in one sitting.   If it were me, I would of probably needed five coffee breaks to jog my neurons. 

It feels so weird to go back to school after such a long time, and to know that I am no longer sure why I am doing this to myself. I do not know if my choices were right, or wrong. But I guess knowledge is power and its good to have. There is a lot more to this, why I am here and all... I think I should just go on since I started. Im struggling on the inside.

I created this blog, for me to rant about all the things I need to talk about.. I dont feel like I can talk much anymore, its as if there is no one to listen. I know its not true, its all in my head. Who knows maybe this space will just do it for me... as this goes along, a tale will unravel and maybe a few pictures here and there. So much for privacy with all this technology.. so much for privacy.

The Begining

It all started back in April when I decided to venture out into the wild, this experience will change a lot and I hope I benefit from it.